Dear Diary,
It's been 3 days since I've left my boyfriend. He was emotionally abusive so I think it's a good thing walking away. However, I still feel horrible. I've been crying everyday since. My heart and my mind are at war. He made me feel so special. He claimed that I made him feel good too, but then all of a sudden I was too needy for him. I was too much for him and he blamed me for his problems. I wanted to die. How did this happen? He started giving me the silent treatment and got defensive when I called him out. He started putting his hands on me and I keep thinking about the pain. Not physically but for the most part, emotionally. It has been extremely hard to cope, and I feel like relapsing to self-harm. I wish I there was a way I could tell him that I'm sorry for overwhelming him with my attention.