[ENTRY 33..✍]
I never thought I'd still be using this app until now. I remember I just stumbled upon this when I was lonely and felt the need to be heard et maintenant, voilà: two months later and I've already written a bunch of entries. I've tried one or two apps like this earlier this year but they didn't feel very inviting as much as this one that I never lasted for more than a couple of days.
I've been thinking of doing a bit of changes around here. Around my profile, I mean. You probably don't notice but I'm quite conscious about how my entries look. It's really silly, but, like.. I never record the date as what the default title suggests because they're automatically shown the moment you publish one. I don't know if anybody else noticed.. And not just once do they appear on the screen but TWICE, and if I were to add a third, it would just be too much redundancy. Others don't make too much fuss about it but I do. But only to mine. I'm never bothered how the others manage their own page. I'm probably the only one who even manages this much, I dunno..
Since I go against the dated default title, I have to come up with my own. It's honestly a drag sometimes because there are days when I just don't fucking know what to put so I end up with really ridiculous ones just for the sake of it. Besides, it's for my own convenience, too. When I want to go back to an entry where I've said something I want to recall, it would be easier to track it down by the name of the post because then, I'd be reminded of the content I wrote.
Anyway, the slight change I was talking about was numbering my public entries to keep me aware of how much I've published already. Nothing major. Perhaps with that, I could do things like a "special post" or something if the number reaches the 50th or 100th mark and so on. It would be a nice idea, I think. It would also make locating certain notes easier in case I make a citation of my own entries so instead of just writing the title alone, the number would be provided.
Hoo-wow! How organized am I in this app, huh? I wish I were as orderly as this when it comes to my room because my room is the absolute reflection of my mind: a fucking mess. Sometimes I wish I were as fastidious as Monica Geller or Sheldon Cooper. My room would be so clean and perfectly arranged every fucking day but nah. When I drop a pen, I couldn't care less about picking it up, especially when I don't want to. I could even let it stay on the floor for an entire week unbothered. Unless I just did a month's worth of cleaning-spree and organising. Trust me, the first few days, I'm so particular about keeping things as is that when my sisters try to even set foot in my territory, they'd immediately be received with daggers that my sharp and cautious eyes would follow every move they make and every little thing they touch. Huh.. I guess I'm also fastidious, then. Just sometimes. Haha. I wonder how my room gets so messy, though.. I hardly move.
On an unpleasant news, my right eye is failing me. Ugh. When I look at the moon with my left, it's perfectly clear. When I do with my right, the moon becomes a fuzzy pair of two orbs. Oh lord, I don't wanna wear glasses, I dreadfully don't! I've been reading a lot lately and the contrast of a perfectly good eye and a defected one is becoming quite a nuisance to my vision. I don't wanna look like a grandma. Others look cute with spectacles but I'm certain I'd look like a little old lady.
I'll go number my entries now. Grr.
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