Mize

 

I see the way you carry yourself so sure that you're getting your way. You don't care if you invalidate other people feeling. The only feelings that only matter is yours Right? I try to tell you how I feel but I know what you're going to say. I tell you anyway just to see if you're going to say something different, but you don't. I see the way you belittle me, how you look at me as if you don't know me. I still do what I think you would do follow in your example and I see you as perfect I believe the things you tell me. You're thoughts are my thoughts I don't know what is right or wrong anymore. Do you love me? I'm I too much for you? I can make you happy I can do this. Ill push my feelings anyway for you that seems to make you happy right? I'm so different now I don't recognize myself anymore. People ask me if I how I feel about something but I cant tell not if you're not with me. I live to make you happy, to make you happy makes me happy. You're so nice doing those things for me,I'm so grateful.. What I do for you doesn't matter right?.. What? I only do it because I love you I don't need anything in return. But you do.. Okay I can do this give you everything anything you want I can do it for you I can be it for you anything for you. I don't care if it kills me remember I live for you. I'll buy you anything no I don't expect anything no No No! all I need is your validation. Wait you cant give it to me? No I'll give it to you the thing I crave. Ill make you feel more than you see yourself as. You want more.. Okay I need freedom, a break,something that isn't about you all the time.I just cant be around you all the time. No you miss me okay I can come home early I can give you the attention you need. I want to rebel No no! you wont let me. You can rebel you can be you're own person but I cant Why not? I'm questioning myself. I question you.I just want to leave but you tell me something nice and it all melts away. You tell me how to feel and i should be grateful I believe you I love you. I'm a little puppet... You left me no you made me leave you. Now I see what you did to me it makes me sick. I couldn't do that to you,even if I wanted to. So why did you do this to me? I thought you loved me I thought I mattered... You threw me away. I hate you so much, but I can forget everything you did if you said you needed me.If you just said sorry. I'm angry with you, I'm angry with myself. I love you please don't. Now I see you for what you are now,even though it hurts me to see what you did. I see right through you now.Now I can do this for me Mize.

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