She's everything I've ever wanted.
The joy in my smile, my reason to try, the love of my life and the girl I want to spend the rest of it with.
Even as these tears stream down my face from the pain while I write this, I've never wanted her more. I've tasted her love and now that I have, without it I can never be happy.
Never in my life have I wanted something or someone so much nor have I ever worked so hard to have it.
"Why" you wonder?
It's because I know what a future with her could be;
because she makes me want to be better for her,
because the thought of waking up next to her in the morning is a dream come true;
because I value her happiness above all things and I know I can make her happy better than anyone else.
because when I'm down she lifts me up, when I fall behind she slows her pace and runs with me,
because together with her is my favorite place to be, a place where my worries vanish, the weight of life is lifted off my shoulders, she takes all the bad things away, all the anxiety, the depression, and all the tears disappear when I'm with her.
because I can’t lose her. Because if I ever did, I’d have lost my best friend, my soulmate, my smile, my laugh, my everything.
She makes me feel like both the luckiest and happiest man alive and that's a joy I'll never forget nor experience from anyone else.
Regardless of the billions, she's the one and only for me. Nobody else will compare, nobody can live up to the warmth she made me feel.
So I'll be waiting, waiting for the person she's with to make a mistake, waiting for everything in my way to move even If I have to force them out of my way.
I'll be what she needs, support her when she falls, hug her when she needs one, protect her from dangers, and never leave her.
Something she's dealt with a lot is loss of loved ones, not just in death but they part ways from her but I won't, I'll be the one that never leave's because she'll need someone when everyone else is gone.
She's my better place and I am hers.
The ring on my finger hasn't left and will never till she replaces it with another.
I mean that with my soul, my heart, I mean it with the love I have for her.
She'll always be my baby even if I'm not hers.