Dear Diary,
It's been two years. And I still think about him all the time. The worst thing is that we never even dated. I got too attached and thought he liked me back. He played with my feelings and lead me on. The first two weeks of school were fun, we talked and laughed, just like old times. But now, we barely talk. I see him in the hallways and at his locker, but we never talk. We make eye contact sometimes, but it's usually really fast. I have the urge to say hi, but I might regret it after.
Luci hasn't texted me in almost 2 days. I was supposed to see him on Friday, but he canceled last minute. He left me on delivered. And I would usually start the conversation, but this time I want to see if he will text me first. It's always me who puts in effort. And I'm tired of it. But I'm not used to not talking to him every day. He made me happy. But he doesn't like me back I know for sure. We're just friends.
And I guess we're gonna stay as friends at this rate.
Love,
soph