Dear Diary,I really don't get how my bf thinks he can ruin my night the more after a whole crappy day. Then I go to bed in tears and at his convenient time, he freaking wakes me up at 3am to do an apology! Why couldn't you do it few minutes after you messed up?? Why call me now?? I feel he does whatever he likes because he knows how much I do love him. Lately, I've been wishing I didn't love him this much.. It's Thursday today and I've been hurting since Saturday (cries.....)