Dear Diary, I feel empty and helpless. I want to follow the Lord because He has loved me, but some times I feel that I am being taken for a fool. Its so frustrating. I feel God is asking me to do something I just can not do and having done what if feel is everything I can do I just can't find the answers. But there are countless reminder in the Bible where God has delivered his people from inpending desaters, such as Hezekiah and Gideon, Jeremiah and other prophets and one thing they all seem to have in common, they all trusted in God and though they could not see Him they believed in Him all the same. Do I believe that God can deliver me? Satan loves the fact that I am in utter dispea and is trying to course me to not trust in His work and promises.