August 22, 2021

Dear Diary,

It's rakhi today, me and my brother dressed up and took some cool pictures. I looked chubby but still got lot of good comments saying I look cute.. kinda good after feeling so ugly yesterday. 

I constantly have suicidal thoughts every now and then. So it's not going away so soon. 

I think the only thing which can cure me is good sex. That is something which made a lot of difference in past.