April 23, 2020

Deary readers, no matter how many times I try to rebuild the damages, am never able to do it. It's as if something hinders me, something so strong, more powerful than any power I've experienced. I fear of believing in wrong people, things, and beliefs because am sure once am gonna fall am not gonna find the support am aiming for. Even if I found that, it will never be enough to calm my mind down. I built walls around my soul trying to protect the left of my goodness, but by doing that, I pushed the goodness out of all my walls till I started protecting nothing except empty thoughts and emotions.