Dear Diary,
I am looking for the longing in our relationship. Is there any feeling of longing from his side when we are away? Does he wait to return to me soon?? Does he miss me? And why am I missing him? Is it love or is it just habit. May be, its both. I hate to know that I don't get to see him everyday. Since he is gone there, he has not done a video call. Maybe he doesn't feel like it. But I do feel it. It's my weekend, I am at home. But he is not here. We can't spend those precious leisurely hours together. Thoung when you are here I hate it that you keep browsing the phone and making phone calls, while I am doing household chores. But, truth is now I miss you. May be that's human nature.