Dear Diary,

I know you want answers for everything you think I have done . But that’s just it there are no answers . I wasn’t on any dating apps I wasn’t with someone else . There’s nothing for me to tell you that I haven’t already . So take these words now and let go of me . What once was will never be again . I have freed you of our vows and of our promises . Don’t look back just keep running forward . That girl that loved you with all her heart and soul is no longer there. So don’t hold onto anything, release the pain you feel and be free my love . I tore down our lamppost as well so please don’t look for me there cuz you will be waiting an eternity! Whatever ties we had besides our beautiful children are all broken now . So do as you please but leave me out of it . Today is a new dawn , a new day so embrace what god has given you day after day and that is life ! One day you will find the true love and happiness you have always wanted . Just like my new ink says even the scars are my stars . Every scar you have cut me with now light my night sky and I enjoy the beauty of their light . They no longer bring me darkness . The layers of my heart have been shed and I slowly rebuild it with my own self love . You nor anyone else can come close to those layers . For the walls have been reconstructed with steel. I hope you get closure by these words cuz there’s not really much else to say .

HeartStar's Dear Diary