Dear Diary, what a low key day. Weather is nice, not much rain, not too hot. Stayed in bed longer than I used to. Watched a couple of episodes of some TV shows, listened to some 80s 90s songs just for the sake of watching and listening to something. There was a time music and TV had a huge effect on me, but the last 10 maybe 12 years they don't anymore. Even when it comes to books or conversations, the subjects that used to interest me don't interest me anymore. I have become more private, more observant, my world has become quieter, like a room after after decluttering it's neat and spacey. I still watch news, just so I don't get behind on what's happening around the world. That's about it.
It's not possible to have no social life at all, but I certainly limit the interaction to what is necessary and productive. I don't mind just meet and have fun from time to time, but since the pandemic I have found ways to have fun without much social interaction, not even online, much like life before Internet. I mentioned this to some people only, the ones that I know will not go overboard, thinking depression has taken over me again. In my healing journey I actually have found less social interaction and more time for myself very helpful.