OnePageADay's Dear Diary

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June 09, 2021
Dear Diary, more summer heat. I am glad I wasn't outside at all today, but that also means I can't finish the work I planned to do outside today. Just having fun today, making colorful stuffs, so it wasn't all that bad.
Jun 10
June 08, 2021
Dear Diary, it's raining. There is something about rain that calms me down. It didn't use to have that effect on me. Not that I hated it, I just didn't like the feeling of wet clothes on my skin and I didn't like my hair wet after I styled it. Those
Jun 08
June 07, 2021
Dear Diary, sometimes I want to swap my life with someone else's life. I know, it's silly. It's not going to be easier nor harder, it's not going to be amazing nor sucks, it's just going to be : well, life. In fact I probably will want my life back -
Jun 07
June 06, 2021
Dear Diary, I was writing and suddenly the whole page refreshed. I think about twice this happened, and on different days - I must have pressed something by mistake. I just continued writing, whatever was lost, I guess it's lost. I don't know how to
Jun 05
June 04, 2021
Dear Diary, it's a quiet day, restful kind of. I have some plans but something major is going on in the lives of a few friends of mine, so I will wait until they get all those things sorted out. I don't really have to discuss these plans, I can just
Jun 05
June 02, 2021
Dear Diary, I finished some things in my to-do list, still have a couple more things left to do. I only need to get a little bit of stuffs, maybe not even that, I'll check again tomorrow. I am planning to be more active in the group starting this sum
Jun 03
June 01, 2021
Dear Diary, it's warm enough outside now that I can do some work around the house. It seems pretty much everywhere is open these days, I can probably find what I need in second hand store if prices really go up as some people say. I am glad I have le
Jun 02
May 31, 2021
Dear Diary, I feel safe with them, being around them. I don't remember the last time I felt this way, or if I ever did. It takes time to set in, but I know for sure now, that it's ok to be myself and they will be fine with it. I am grateful but still
May 31
May 30, 2021
Dear Diary, today felt like a new start. There is a change in me the last few months that I am starting to feel more comfortable with, maybe that's why. Also I found a way to deal with something that has been bugging me for a little over a year now.
May 30
May 29, 2021
Dear Mind, why can't you stay still? Don't wonder into the past, it's gone. Don't dwell too much into the present, it will pass. Don't worry about the future, it's not here yet. Stick with me, we'll do this together - at my pace, not yours.
May 29
May 28, 2021
Dear Diary, there is something draining about romance, love, relationship. I don't have the energy for it anymore. I used so much in my healing journey, took me years to get to where I am now and whatever energy is left, I need it to maintain my curr
May 29
May 27, 2021
Dear Diary, the last few months there is a change in me. People change, things change. So change is not unusual, it's just this time the change is quite significant.  I'm also thinking about some people that I want to help. I have an idea how to hel
May 27
May 26, 2021
Dear Diary, a few nights ago I read something online. It made me cry. There is so much loneliness in this world. I am in much better place now but I still remember those days in the darkness. I was there for many years, how can I forget?  To the lon
May 26
May 26, 2021
Dear Diary, I am starting to notice it. I can't say 'it may be nothing, it happened before, if it hasn't, it will' anymore. I mean it won't harm or kill me or anything like that, but it's strange. If I look back, I can see something constant, always
May 26
May 24, 2021
Dear Diary, too many things in mind. can't write. other than that, things start to pick up. more and more people get vaccinated. lesser restrictions. more businesses open and stay open for more hours. it looks good.
May 25