Dear Diary,
My hand is still paining. It's a bit less painful today. It's the 5th day. Since a few days my efficiency is really low. I am not able to focus much. I need to get back on track again. Though since morning I did finish my assignments. But I have too many pending tasks to do.
I need to utilise my time properly. Somehow in the back of my mind, I still think of AM. Basically I still feel anger. But the good thing is its level is not so high. I just wanted it to really work. That's why, him spoiling it to the point of no return still makes me angry. And even in the end he said he wanted it to work. To be honest I could have handled it differently too. I was not in my right mental state too. But it's also true I never felt he cares if it works or not. Anyways it's ok I guess. I am ok to be single as of now.