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Dear Diary, I had to call my bf when I woke up because he called while I was asleep and I shooed him off. During the call, I found myself almost asking for reassurance about us and himself, it was weird but I really don't understand why I felt that way. I've got one of the good ones, the one woman kinda guy but....
It's been 6 years we've known each other, through uni and all. He has never cheated, but I have in the "past years"(Well, you can't fault me, I had to, just to hit some sense into him) Every relationship got some ups and down, you've got to get pass. I love him more than anything tho(lol, my mom thinks he's my first love because she can't get why I'm that into him)
I've never felt this good and free with anyone before...
Well, there's one person I also feel this way with too, but he's Muslim, so I actually caved in the next step, a long ago. We are just very good friends now and I love him too but not the butterflies in the belly kinda love; the "I freaking care about you!!" kinda love, lol ๐