Hello, my diary
Well, I decided to start you because of some… things having happened in my life.
How did I get here?
Good question.
Well, first of all, I wish I could tell everything to one person.
But I can’t.
I can’t because I have annoyed him too much.
I hadn’t meant it, though.
This happened due to his lying to me.
He told me “everything’s alright”
When it was actually not
He said he didn’t want to offend me
By hiding the truth
But, in fact, the lies hurt me much worse.
I wish he’d told me the truth earlier.
At the moment he texted me everything, I changed.
Inside.
In a second.
I can’t say I was sad
I can’t say the opposite, though
but… I felt something
Something that moved me to changing myself
I know what I’ve done wrong
I thought we were closer, though
I messed up
I get used to people so easily
But they do not
Sadly
I wish I could know what they think of me
What they feel about me
And… I wish they would tell the truth when it's possible to change the situation
Even though they’re afraid to offend me
Sorry, feels like you can't understand what's going on.
It seems like my thoughts got mixed up.
And you're right.
I've got so many things to tell about.
So, next time I'll try to make it more organized.
Thank you for reading this
Yours faithfully,
A_g