Dear Diary, just housechores today and did a couple of things for my creative projects. Last night I took the time to look back in my life and what I could've done better. I can't return to the past, but I made a point to do some things better this time around, especially better use of my time and energy. I noticed that when in love, I invested a lot, if not all, of my time and energy for that person, he becomes my life and he can do no wrong. I'm in love right now, but this time, I will not drop everything the moment he needs me, or when he wants me around. He has his life and I have mine. I am grateful that I am able to love again, I thought I have lost the feeling completely, that I can no longer love someone. But I don't want to attach myself to it, as if it is the only thing that matters. This life is temporary and ever-changing, whatever I feel for him now can change and so can his feelings for me. So I don't want to make it a focus in life, I make bettering my life a focus instead.