Dear Diary,
I don't know what to do. I know I am going to talk to Kemper about this when he gets home. I know it will end up with us both being upset.
My walk yesterday was awful. I tripped and fell and really skinned my knee. I had blood dripping down my leg on the way home. I clearly can't walk in my sandals but I probably should have stuck to areas that were level.
I had to walk by the corrals and Cant seen my leg and of course was like, "what happened?!" I said I was fine and kept walking. He made me stop and said he could clean it up and just grabbed my arm and dragged me to the barn. He said he had first aid stuff for the horses but it would work the same. When I left the barn, I had a lime green wrap around my knee. It works really good and lets me bend my leg without the dressing falling off or needing to be fixed.
Cant said it was a shame that Kemper is gone all the time and how he wouldn't leave me alone for very long. (Comments like these just make me get uncomfortable around him) He went on about how he doesn't think I should be left alone. I told him that it wasn't any of his business and left after he was done cleaning and wrapping my knee. I didn't want to look back when I left but I am sure he just stood there and watched me leave. I would have ran the rest of the way home but my knee was hurting.
Still no word from Kemper either. I have decided not to call or text. He will obviously get back to me when he can or if he can.
I think it is time to just unplug. My anxiety isn't getting any better. I don't have anyone to talk to lately and it is best I try and figure out how to deal with all of this.