May 27, 2021

I have been restricting myself from writing much because I'm worried about the future. What if it gets deleted? What if I don't enjoy reading it in future? I guess these are the reasons for my unsteady mind on the whole journaling thing. And the denial of my uninterest in using an actual journal is so unacceptable. I just can't move on I guess. It hurts to think that I don't like using a journal anymore. But I gotta accept it. The sooner I accept the sooner I will be liberated. Right now it's on and off phase. I'll get to a steady mind in some time.  Until then... ಠ_ಠ -(My brain's reaction) 

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