Dear Diary,
Kemper came home yesterday from work and my eyes were all swollen from crying and he asked why. Of course, when I talked to him about it, he listened and said he was sorry that I was hurting so badly. He just doesn't like Ryan and doesn't care so much what happened, he just cares that I am hurting because of it. It is hard to talk to him about it. He said overall, it is awful that would happen to any person but since it is Ryan and from what Ryan did to me, he just can't sympathize with him. I get it. He is only looking out for me.
He is working on a truck at someone's place about an hour from here today. So me and Bear are chilling. I have no life! I am reading Watership Down though. It is so-so.
My friend is MIA again. He keeps apologizing about it and I can't get much out of him besides there was a loss in his family. I wish I could talk to him about it. I want him to feel better and know that I am still here for him.