Dear Diary,
It's 3am and I can't sleep.
I thought to sleep around 12:30-1:00am but see.
These days I am just wasting my time.
And I don't know what's wrong.
I just don't want to talk to anyone, I get agitated.
I don't know I am often sad.
Around 2am my leg was hurting so much.
I texted Vishal too. He replied instantly but after 5-6 messages again he disappeared. Idk what's wrong with me that I always text him or what kind of hatred or grudges he is holding against me or it's just that he doesn't like me at all or it's just that he doesn't have anything to offer me or Idk by nature he is like this only as Idk regarding this so much because in person I have met him only twice and things end on a weird note always.
Well I will just stay away from him , because I only feel bad after this.
I wake up so late everyday although I want to get up near 8am everyday .
I think I shouldn't sleep now so that I will be awake in the morning.