Dear Diary, suddenly I feel trap in my parent house. While others very lovely with their parents, but for me only tears and sadness. I can't say any bad things about my sister to my mother's even that's her true colours. I can't say no if they ask anything but the sad thing is they hardly helping me when I need it so bad. And my mom just zipped her mouth and do nothing.
Right now I feel just like I'm adopted. I know that my husband so far away because of working, so it like they got license to do what they want.
I must say yes in every question, don't ask anything or say bad compliment, don't say anything because it would be their weapons.
I feel sick in every corner in this house. One step out from my room, just like my foot touch war field.
I allergic with cat that doesn't shower but I can't say anything. My daughter say or ask something bit nothing in return.