Dear Diary,
I don't think I can write anything near to substantial. So I will start by saying that I don't feel that much burden anymore. I'm starting to smile and laugh again. I started listening to a music band that has opened my eyes to bigger social realities. I spend my time looking at beautiful modern house designs and furniture. I also started my writing for a subject which I hope I can finish today.
My order has arrived and I'm not disappointed. Items were complete and I was not scammed.
I just hope that my next few days will be more productive and I will start to learn русский at the end of May.