April 17, 2021

 

Dear Diary,


I have to admit I have a really big problem.


I'm too fucking undisciplined. 


I'm low-key being exhibitionist. When there's a new guy in the dorm, I jerk off. I get excited at the thought of them getting turned on watching me do it.


And at moments of clarity, I know it's extremely wrong.


Have I watched too much porn? Am I losing my moral compass? Am I a sick fuck? Is this some deep-rooted psychological problem?


Dammit I wish I could start again.


So I promise myself: starting today I'll think about the consequences of everything I do. 


Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I hate myself. 

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