Magic Orange's Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I'm tired.

I feel like if I don't want hard enough, I won't have anything to live for.  But if I'd started wanting, I'd be constantly bothered.  So should I stay sad and contented?  Or driven and frustrated? 😭 I know this is another episode of depression. I ne

Dear Diary, I have to admit I have a really big problem. I'm too fucking undisciplined.  I'm low-key being exhibitionist. When there's a new guy in the dorm, I jerk off. I get excited at the thought of them getting turned on watching me

Lmao. Don't know if I should still go or not to his place. I'm going to have a hard time sitting down the following days if I do. I want to call it off because I don't feel comfortable and "clean". Also not done with tasks so I'd like to get my share

I accomplished an article today. I need 3 more articles. I want to finish them in one go. Can't wait to get paid and do groceries and gorge myself with food. Also thinking of relocating because I can't really cook here. Also thinking that I'll sav