April 09, 2021 (Alone)

Dear Diary,

Lately I've been thinking about moving out. Whenever I'm on my laptop I can't help but look at some apartment for rent. I even look at lands for sale that I can build my house and live someday. I want independence and I will not get that as long as I stay with my parents and an older sibling. I want to have more time with myself and learn about life on my own. But i know that I can't, given the situation that I'm still studying and I don't have the job or money. I still have to wait for 2025 (til I graduate and have a decent job). That's all I can think about. I am not comfortable with my family and I want to live alone.