Dear Diary,
No offense to guys but they are impossible to figure out. I'm in love with this guy, we've known each other for almost 2 years now and I'm falling harder every day. He says he likes a girl, and the way he's always looking at me and well about one million other things that would take me forever to write, I know he likes me too. All my friends are ALWAYS telling me that when I talk or laugh he's looking at me, like ALL the time. He drives me absolutely insane i can't even explain it. I've gotten drunk and wasted and cried over him more then once and it's pretty painful. It's because neither of us have the guts to say something so the time just goes on and like I said I fall harder every day so it also gets more painful. When you love someone this much I don't think there's enough words to explain it, you just know what you feel. I can't sleep till 6:30 in the morning sometimes because I can't stop thinking about him. We've had a lot of fun and still are. Anytime soon now though when I'm going home after the day is over I'll say bye and hug him, he won't expect it.