Dear Diary, Thanks you too whoever commented to "Find the craziest part of yourself." That's what I'm trying to do, and I think I can do it. I wanna find that part of myself,I know it's there, I just have to find it. I have to dig deep into my emotions. And not push my emotions away like I usally would.I need to be my truest self, no matter who that is. I will try to be myself. Sometimes I let what other people think of me get the best of me, that's one of my weakness. I hate that. Sometimes it gets in the way of living my best life. I guess you could say that more and more, it gets in the way of finding the craziest part of myself. I won't let it get in my way anymore.