Busyear 's Dear Diary

Index
October 05, 2020
If you are the hawk, how would explain your world above the clouds to the worm who's gaze is up beyond the soil? And so Dear Diary, I've dreamed an impossible dream. When I was kid, I have no idea about being an honor student. The rankings, it doesn'
Oct 05
October 01, 2020
Dear Diary, my loneliness found you. I am the stupid worm, my role is to dig down and burry my darkest secrets.
Oct 01
September 23, 2019
Dear Diary, Friday my world turned upside down. everything that made me happy had just dissipated. everything I worked so hard to keep around just vanished. Friday my friend that lived quite a bit away from me decided to take their life. take thei
Sep 23
January 13, 2020
Dear Diary, 2 weeks later and im positve the world understands me
Jan 13
December 30, 2019
Dear Diary, the constant reflection of not being detailed enough. Others are curious but my issues aren't for them to solve. If I was anymore specific I would only point out things in ways only I see them, which would confuse anyone involved. I have
Dec 31
December 30, 2019
Dear Diary, it's been a week in the world
Dec 31
December 23, 2019
Dear Diary, 2 days later and I have so many new things to say but with my imaginary strategies I can make use of my thoughts. I think about people and I'm sure they think about me, I have nothing to want but I can't help but notice I write the script
Dec 23
December 21, 2019
Dear Diary,I've had the time to breathe finally and today is a great display of my feelings. Currently in a short term goal that doesn't seem but 2 weeks away from happening. I can't wait and I'm living in bliss
Dec 21
December 20, 2019
Dear Diary, i am unemployed and haven't found the end to my words. I've realized how powerful my words are in my life but the fear of insanity makes me look towards the idea of how much everything isn't very special. Deja Vus, future insecurities, an
Dec 21
March 27, 2021
Dear Diary, Thanks you too whoever commented to "Find the craziest part of yourself." That's what I'm trying to do, and I think I can do it. I wanna find that part of myself,I know it's there, I just have to find it. I have to dig deep into my emotio
Mar 27
March 24, 2021
Dear Diary,Haha messed up again. I feel so alone, so unreal. So dead inside. I told myself that I would come out tonight. That's what I said to myself. Tonight. Then tonight became tommorow. Them tommorow became next week. Then next week became next
Mar 25
March 21, 2021
Dear Diary,Today was pretty nice. Syracuse is going too the sweet sixteen, finally! The game was really close and went back and forth a couple of times. I'm really glad that they won the game, I know it's a long shot but I think they might actually b
Mar 22
Withering away
Dear Diary,was this thing supposd to be a daily thing. Haha. Well I already messed up. speaking of messing up, sometimes I wish I wasn't suck a fuck up. Sometimes I wish I could have the life you see in movies. Sometimes I wish you could have the lov
Mar 18
March 16, 2021
Dear Diary, Today was better. I reconnected with someone who I haven't talked to in awhile , that was nice. The one thing is, after my girlfriend broke up with me I swore I would never fall in love again. That failed. Again. Maybe this time will be d
Mar 17
ME BITCH
Dear Diary,Before I start writing I just wanna say, fuck all this "dear diary" shit. FUCK IT. FUCK IT I SAY. I would like to give this little pages spotlight too.... ME! This is the first page in here, so here we go again. I'm Icee. And no, I will no
Mar 16