Icee19's Dear Diary

You know what's worse than sadness? Having no one to celebrate happiness with. I really really miss you ai and dia. I miss our ice cream dates, i miss talking about our writings. I miss our invalid talks. I cant appreciate my other friends. Even she

April has come. A bit early to my liking. I don't know how to live for her. I miss my friends, new friends just never seems to fill the gap. I texted him again.. why of all years why do i bring misery upon myself when he's clearly not interested. If

Dear Diary, Thanks you too whoever commented to "Find the craziest part of yourself." That's what I'm trying to do, and I think I can do it. I wanna find that part of myself,I know it's there, I just have to find it. I have to dig deep into my emotio

Dear Diary,Haha messed up again. I feel so alone, so unreal. So dead inside. I told myself that I would come out tonight. That's what I said to myself. Tonight. Then tonight became tommorow. Them tommorow became next week. Then next week became next

Dear Diary,Today was pretty nice. Syracuse is going too the sweet sixteen, finally! The game was really close and went back and forth a couple of times. I'm really glad that they won the game, I know it's a long shot but I think they might actually b

Dear Diary,was this thing supposd to be a daily thing. Haha. Well I already messed up. speaking of messing up, sometimes I wish I wasn't suck a fuck up. Sometimes I wish I could have the life you see in movies. Sometimes I wish you could have the lov

Dear Diary, Today was better. I reconnected with someone who I haven't talked to in awhile , that was nice. The one thing is, after my girlfriend broke up with me I swore I would never fall in love again. That failed. Again. Maybe this time will be d

Dear Diary,Before I start writing I just wanna say, fuck all this "dear diary" shit. FUCK IT. FUCK IT I SAY. I would like to give this little pages spotlight too.... ME! This is the first page in here, so here we go again. I'm Icee. And no, I will no