Dear Diary,
Kemper and I have been going on rides lately and hiking a lot. It is nice spring weather here. I love going on the rides and him showing me neat spots to enjoy. This place is beautiful!
He said he is going to have to leave for a week next week which really sucks. He said he is going to have to do more of that since the weather is getting better.
We had the discussion last night of he won’t tell me where he is or what he is doing for my protection. He assured me he would be okay though. That discussion kind of makes me worry about what I’m doing with him. He said that when he is heading back from club business, he will always look forward to coming home and seeing me.
I don’t know what to make of all of it.
I am really starting to like him, probably even love him.
We went to the club house briefly yesterday. I didn’t go inside but there were some women there that weren’t exactly happy to see me with him. I get the feeling they may have been with him in the past or have wanted to be with him.
He didn’t give them a glance or talk to them as he went inside, which I think also made them mad. I was very relieved he was only inside for a few minutes.
They show up at the shop sometimes and make me feel like shit. I haven’t told Kemper about any of it. I figured it will eventually stop.
Anymore I just hang out at home while he works. He does want me to come over sometimes for lunch. I like it better when he comes home for lunch.
Teak’s wife said it is part of the life. Until I’m officially his, they will be that way. Kemper has asked me to wear that necklace but I just don’t know if I want to do that yet. I already gave it back to him once and I don’t want to accept it again unless I’m sure that this is what I want. It isn’t just being with him, it is also accepting the club 100%.