Dear Diary and everyone reading this,
This is my first ever diary. And I will use this to express myself, tell about my days and maybe help people find their solution. I won't name anyone unless they insist with it. Also due the fact that I may prefer staying anonymous. So instead for example the name Kio, I will use he/him, she/her, they/them or it. :)
Dear Diary,
This day was weird in some ways and I maybe know why. It started as a good morning at 7am and for some reason I was more awake and had more energy than other mornings, felt unusual to me. School started at 8:30am and ended at 2:15pm. In this time I barely did anything to be honest, it's online anyways lol. I was daydreaming and happy but disappointed at the same time. Like my friends make me happy and 4 or 5 the most part. They always check up on me and yeah make my day. But one of them makes me sort of disappointed at the same time. It's a she if you wondered. Lately she keeps saying that she didn't make stuff for school and that she forgot. Or that she couldn't make it because of ''bad internet'', no time or that everything is too much. It just makes me disappointed and annoyed? Like I always said to her that she can ask for help at me. But one of the things I want in advance for that is that she really does try. And that is with everyone. I don't want to waste my time on helping someone if they don't do it either way. I prefer that you do it wrong and learn from it than that you don't make or try it atleast. And the fact that she lies at the same time is more disappointing/frustrating. I switched off my pcs internet and opened the programs without any problem. The no time is also just a lie. All she basically does as far I know is watching Tiktoks, tv or Netflix after. I could be wrong I admit that but I am probably not wrong either way. And the forgot and too much problem is just easy fixable by making a simple schedule, a to-do list or by finishing all the projects/exercises at the right time. But oh well, at the end I'm not the one losing this battle. Besides that my day was good overall. I think this is the end of my first day in the public diary? See you tomorrow. :)