Dear Diary,
I am writing to you after a few days. I am at my cousin's place alone now. She is out of town. I purchased a new phone, and I am disappointed with its camera. But overall it's ok.
I am eating a lot and gained lots of weight. I am going to fast tomorrow. I have never done it before. But I really need this. My body needs this. My face looks so dull like an old person. There is no charm. I will meet Andy on Tuesday, I will look so horrible. Anyways, I will definitely lose weight.
Apart from that, my eyes really feeling tired. I realised one thing, I lack energy when I talk with Andy, I also overthink. I don't crack jokes. I need to change this, and stop overthinking. I don't want to damage something nice due to my overthinking.
Something feels wrong. Something doesn't feel right. I need to figure it out.
Regards,
Anne