Dear Tariq,
I thought I should give you a name by now. This was one of the most unproductive days in a while.
I don't feel like working, though yesterday I worked for 11.5 hours in office. I have pending stuffs to do. I will do them today after writing to you.
My instincts said AM won't come today, and I was right. He said he will come on 12th. Let's see if he comes, because if he doesn't I will have no other choice then to end things with him. I have not msged him in last 2 days. And I won't msg him till 12th.
I have already made up my mind that I will be single. And I have accepted the fact that I can be happily single. It's even better.
Yesterday my ex SD texted me, he asked if I could reconsider coming in relationship with him, he said he still hasn't moved on. I felt bad, we were in relationship for around 3 years. But I have moved on long time back. I said no. Nothing else I said or thought was appropriate to say.
Today I ordered cheesecake and it was aweful. I have lost 2kilos so I thought of celebrating it. Anyways I still have long way to go. Just losing weight is not my target, I want a sexy curvy body, and slim waist.
I need to maintain continuity and work properly.
My tasks for today-