Dear Diary,
Exams dates are coming like thunderstorms ready to struck the heck out of me. I am trying to cover my syllabus but it's not helping first there's is no one who can explain me numerical and also youtube is not helping as it should... I can't take the risk to fail in 11th that too commerce which IS an easy subject if not then it is easy in others pov. I can't risk of wasting my year because I want entry in JNU and then I have more plans but I am not able to focus whenever I am studying my mind is playing BTS MVs even though I haven't watched it for one month but it just keep distracting. God please help me.... Lat year I used to study late nights without even getting distracting and now I am just like a lazy sloth yawing and hugging pillow everytime. I hate it. If school wouldn't have closed I wouldn't be like this but now my whole 2020 study part wasted and I am afraid for my exams. Now the only thing for me that matters is to get passed to 12th without any problems Idc if I don't high % or less then my 10th score. I will to my in 12th (obviously I have to its BOARDS) but for now I wish to pass the exams I have started studying but I feel like I am forgetting everything as I am getting ahead in chapters.... IDK WHAT I WILL DO IF EXAMS WENT OFFLINE!!!