Dear Diary,
I have been thinking of my existence all night. I was already born to have challenges in my life with aphasia. I don’t think my life was suppose to be easy.
I have also been thinking of where I belong. I know if I go home, I wouldn’t be able to look Jax in the eye. But staying here, I don’t think is the answer either. I don’t think I belong anywhere.
I don’t remember the last time I was happy. I think things would have been better if I was never born. My family would be whole.