January 13, 2021

Dear Diary,

I am so emotional lately. I have cried most of the day over Ryan. When Kemper came home from work I did my best to hide it. 

I miss Ryan so much! 

Then I started watching Forrest Gump a little bit ago and it was practically ending and when Forrest starts crying over Jenny at her grave, I just let loose. Kemper thinks I’m crying over the movie. 

I hate this! I need him in my life