Dear Diary,
Vince gave me a Kindle so I have been busy reading with it.
Outside of that, all he has been wanting lately is sex. He told me he takes the month of December off for orders. So he doesn't have any work to do.
I spend my days with him, sleeping, reading, drinking, or getting high.
Ian got me thinking if I am happy. I don't even remember the last time I was happy.
I think I would be happy if Ryan would talk to me, email me, message me.
A part of me feels dead without him.