October 27, 2020 Part 2

Dear Diary,

Took a walk today. It was nice to get some fresh air.
I have spend the other half of the day in bed with Vince.
I have started cutting again. I really don't know why besides it feels good to do.
I feel like I am sinking in an endless abyss. I can't get back up right now. I don't know if I ever will.