Dear Diary,
Vince still has not beat me. I still think he will at some point. He doesn't have any weird fetishes so maybe I am wrong.
I fell asleep last night when Vince was reading. I wasn't even really listening to what he was saying.
Still no emails from Ryan. He is making it really hard to go on.
I was thinking of my dad and mom last night. I'm sure they are worried about me and want me home. I just can't be their daughter anymore. That girl is gone and has been gone for a very long time. I have felt like a stranger around my own family for so long besides with Ryan. I feel bad but that is how I feel.
I think I am going to sleep most of the day. I just can't bring myself to do much else unless Vince wants attention.
I feel dead without Ryan in my life.