Dear Diary,
This guy is weirding me out. I will say this, at least he is doing this with me instead of his daughter, hopefully.
He does make one heck of a sandwich though. I haven't eaten much these past few days so I am starving! I feel I could eat everything in his house.
He has asked if this could be a regular thing, I don't think so. No way!
At least after this, I will have a good amount of cash that I could take a break from this. I don't know what I would do then. I probably should keep working for awhile and make some more while I can. I haven't decided yet.
I hate doing this though. Especially when it is all weird or way physical. He is hurting my throat and if I could talk I am sure I would be quite hoarse.
i just don't know anymore....the more I write about this stuff the more I think I am crazy
At least it helps me think things through. I wish I could find a solution to myself and what I need to do. I don't even know how things got this way. I honestly think it was when Ryan and I were caught then everything went to shit!
At least that is when I think everything went to shit.
This house is huge though! It is time for nap time and what he calls father daughter time.