Dear Diary,
Last night was weird, I had to wear his daughter's pajamas and call him daddy. He was punishing me for calling "mom" when he gets his visits. I get to stay until Sunday evening and then his girls come back to him. He also likes to slap and strangle. Where do I find these guys?! Like seriously, it was uncomfortable. I have never had to do that before. Role play yes but not like this.
He has mentioned not wearing a condom but I said hell no to that. He just thought it would be so hot to cum in his daughter. Like wtf is wrong with this dude! I am kind of looking forward to Sunday evening.
I would do anything to talk to Ryan about this stuff. I already know what he would say but it is still nice to be able to talk to him about this kind of thing. He would want me to leave immediately.
I need to replenish my Vicodin. It is the best sleep ever. I don't wake once and it gives me good dreams instead of bad ones. Plus, it will help numb being with this "daddy".
I couldn't take a hot enough shower last night!