Dear Diary,
I hate my job! Really hate it! Although this guy is paying more than usual. Why, I don't know. He is also offering food and a room. Maybe he is wanting a few days or something. At least I wouldn't have to sleep in the streets.
I wish I hadn't jeopardized a good thing when I had it. Kemper never expected this from me. It was nice. Although, some sort of physical contact, even a hug or a kiss would have been nice. Even a little cuddle or something.
I guess I am a little spoiled and not used to people keeping me at arms length all the time.