Dear Diary,
I seem to be more focused on everyone else's happiness besides my own. Is that a positive or negative trait? I would think it would be more positive than negative.
Vicodin and sleep is on the menu tonight. I want to sleep that good again.
Kemper emailed me which was so weird. I of course, could not tell him the truth of anything. I hate lying.
I don't think I am adult enough for adult relationships. I am way too immature and don't really understand basic relationship parameters.