October 11, 2020 Part 2

Dear Diary,

I am going to go solo tomorrow. I have decided!
I don't feel like being around anyone anymore. Sandy is annoying me and I am just bringing him down too.
I hurt most everyone I am around and I just need space right now to breathe and figure my life out. (Is that even possible for me?!)
Social distancing is in order.
Maybe a phone call to my brother.
But I need to be alone right now. I am going to get worse if I don't.
I hope this week is better than last.