Dear Diary,
I guess I haven't thought about it in a while and I feel absolutely shitty about it again. I kind of just realized that may be one of the reasons why I left.
I hate how I wasn't allowed to tell Ryan about any of it and he still doesn't know either.
I also think maybe I made a mistake with Kemper.
I hate second guessing every move I make in life. I still can't decide on a decision I made a few months ago, if that makes any sense.
I am frustrated today and once again, don't know what my next move needs to be.
How the hell am I supposed to figure out life when I have no idea how to make any decisions for myself.