Dear Diary,
I feel horrible today. I am questioning everything. All my decisions for the past few months seem stupid.
I am sitting in some guy's house whom I barely know and avoiding going home. It is too hard. My brother and my mom have bombarded me with emails saying how much they miss me. How badly my dad is doing and how they want me home soon.
I'm not ready to go home. I don't know if I ever will be.