Yahska's Dear Diary

Monday night, involuntary cried and laughed, headache, nauseous, thinking about walking, thinking about Ryan's party Tuesday- Anxiety, Brandy instagramAnger, embarrassment, I'm not a weak broken person, forced empathetic tones, condescending therapy.

Dear Diary, Today I will write, I am not much expressive but today I need to mark my feelings so that I can come back and recall it. I will like to start with something good moment in my life. It is said that the good thing about bad times i

Dear Diary, Here I go again, So lockdown extended. I am missing tapri wali chai, evening walks, dinner at dhaba, gossips with friends. But you know what,  now I am being good at cooking. Today I cooked rajma and it was so yummy and roti was per

Dear Diary,  Heare I go again. Yesterday I was  exhausted by doing so many things , cooking on my own, laudry, office work , dishes, and I could not sleep yesterday night bcz of no electricity. Yesterday was full of kind of drained.  Anyway today I

Dear Diary, Good afternoon,I am very happy today , finally I am able to make roti on my own. Ohh I am loving this quanentine so mich , got to learning so many things. It took me 90 min to cook my lunch. As you know practice makes man perfect. S

Dear Diary, Here I go again, so today was very good , day 2 of quitting social media. I am doing good, no urge for that. I watched knives out, and it was good movie.  Anyway I started using mind maos in my day today life. and I am loving the

Dear Diary, Here I go again, well thats my day 1 of not using social.media and you know I got lot of time for doing other stuff. I realized that how much time I was wasting daily in just checking my whatsapp. Anyway Today I cleaned my cupboard a

Dear Diary, here I go again ,so today I have decided to quit social media and uninstalled all the apps which I was using, for a week.  Why I did this , bcz I want to live in truely in isolation and dont want to interact with anyone. I know its

Dear Diary, Here I go again, its 1:45 am in india, I am trying to sleep but couldn't. I am so addicted to writing stuff here.  Anyway why I am up here late night bcz I was reading about mind map , so if you dunno about mind map , check them out

Dear Diary, Today I realized something about me that I knew but I was not ready to accept that I have trust issues , I have ego. When someone pointed it out I just used to hate that person and used to make agreement with myself that I will not t

Dear Diary, Here I go again , should I really be in a relationship that I am not enjoying anymore?Those lovely talks , quality time together, those little things we used to enjoy , they all were gone. I dunno , whether I am overthinking it o

Dear Diary, Here I go again, so today I was browsing youtube and watching and listening to some famous youtubers. Well, I always doubted me for everything before starting out any work , thinking that I am not got at it or from where I should sta