Dear Diary,
Kemper is gone and he has made me feel things I haven't felt in a long time. Is this what it feels like when you are in a good relationship? I wouldn't know, personally. I keep being told to stick with it and try and settle somewhere.
I know I need to quit running. But when I feel alone, I start to feel the hairs on my arm prick up. I get jumpy and every sound I hear makes me want to leap to my feet and run out the door.
I miss my brother, Ryan. I know I shouldn't and there are a million reasons why I shouldn't but I do. He has a way to always pull at my heart strings and he is very good at getting in my head.
Kemper comes back on Friday, can I make it that long? I am doubting it at this moment.