Dear Diary, i traveled to the US to stay a month with my brother... everything was going ok but some concerns have been showing up to me lately... I feel like everyone stares at me and make fun of me cause I dont dress like the other girls and I'm just normal... I dont look like a hot girl nor a cute one I'm just me... and how can I be jealous of girls that are younger than me ? How can I feel so ugly and unlikable?...