Content warning: sexual themes mentioned.
My sleep schedule is absolutely screwed.
I didn't go to sleep "last night" until after 6am. I've been waking up every so often since then.
I woke up at about 5pm yesterday which is about normal for me, but Da came over after work (yay!) and we accidentally napped while we were cuddling. I think that nap is why I'm not sleeping well.
But the cuddles were so nice. He hugs me just right. It's like everyone else has been too scared to hug me so tightly and his hugs are perfect. He's so warm and I love him.
I hate how I feel like I can't get close enough to him. I need him inside me, literally. I feel so close to him during and after sex, even though he hasn't yet learned how to bring me to orgasm.
We won't be able to have sex again until the 29th when he has three days off in a row. I can't wait to spend all that time with him. We can finally finish Steven Universe, too.
I really can't wait to see him tomorrow, though. He's going to pick up my cake and I can't wait to eat it with him. I hope it's as beautiful, if not more, than the picture I showed to the baker.
And of course I can't wait until when he finally arrives Friday. I can't wait to see what presents he got for me and I am so excited about seeing his reactions to the stuff I've gotten for him. ❤️
I'm also excited to see J open his Christmas presents. He's been waiting for so long. He's always asking, "Is it Christmas yet?" I can't wait to see his reaction to the Back to the Future shirts I got him as well as the Litten plush.
I really do hope I'll be able to get him into Pokemon when his reading skills are at about the same level required for playing Pokemon. I think J is too far into cars and trucks right now to really be interested in Pokemon. On the other hand, he might be interested in it since it would be an activity we can do together, especially if we play Let's Go, Eevee! together.
Aside from being excited about cake and seeing Da tomorrow, I think the reason I can't really sleep is because I'm hungry and I'm hella craving some alfredo pizza from Papa John's.
I'm going to have to order some today or I might die. I'm just being hyperbolic. I'd be alright if my mom made spaghetti for supper, but I really want that pizza. I'll order it if she doesn't make spaghetti.
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